actualucifer:

AND DON’T

FUCKING

TELL PEOPLE

THAT THEY’RE NOT TRYING

BECAUSE HOW THE FUCK WOULD YOU KNOW IF THEY’RE TRYING OR NOT

JUST BECAUSE IT DOESN’T LIVE UP TO YOUR STANDARDS DOESN’T MEAN THEY’RE NOT TRYING

(Source: luciforeal, via breathingdaisy)

i don’t know if it’s the miserable weather or the cloud of stress that is hovering over my university because of midterms but i’m depressed.. my anxiety is terrible even though i take my meds, i have nightmares about loved ones hurting me, i force my smiles and laughter, i get overwhelmed when i hang out with more than one friend at a time, and i barely eat because i honestly don’t care anymore.. and i know i should probably talk to someone about all this.. but i don’t want to because i hate burdening people, i don’t think its fair that they have to listen to my problems when they probably have their own to deal with.. and in reality, they probably don’t care.. and if you’re actually reading this, i’m sorry for wasting your time.. i don’t expect anything to happen from me putting this on here.. i just needed to get it off my chest.. and this is kind of like me telling someone right?